viernes, 26 de mayo de 2017

Living the dream

I have the worts luck ever. Or that is what I have always thought.

I go to university, I eat what I want (I'm the only vegetarian in the family), I wear the clothes I like, I listen to the music I like, I read the books I like. My parents have never complain on my likes of forbid me to do something, but for some strange reason I have always thought I have the worst luck ever.

Sometimes I wish I could be doing anything else, sometimes I feel really frustrated by my desire of living in Japan. I spend a lot of time thinking how nice my life would be if I was able to live there, as it has all that I really like.

But all the people around me, friends, family, strangers, have the same opinion: I am so lucky.

I recently started changing my mind about my life and myself and wondering if I really am an unlucky person. Maybe, at the end I am not that unlucky. 

I was able to fulfill my dream last April, I, after years of wishing it, finally could go to Japan. I spent two weeks in my ultimate wonderland and reached the maximum happiness. But that trip is not what I really want to talk about.

Even though Japan was my dream, my deepest, true dream was always been being able to se my favourite band in a live concert.

I have said it a lot of times, here and on my other social media, that my favourite band is A9 (Alice Nine before) and I express my love for them every time I can. I have been a fan of them since 2009 and in this recent trip to Japan, I was finally able to saw them perform. Eight years, I had to wait eight years for it, and the only thing I can say is it was the best moment of my life.

I have no words to express how happy I was that day. All that day had been horribly bad, I went through very distressing things and I was really in such sorrow because it was supposed to be the best day of my life! Here I thought again on how unlucky I was, I wondered why I never have just one day of full happiness, only one perfect day! But then it happened.

Although I was sort of sad and disappointed, the day ended just better than I expected. I am still trying to find a good way to say it but words are not enough to describe my feelings. What I saw that day, what I heard, even what I was able to get was just beyond my own dreams! You will not believe how much I cried that day, I had never cried that much in my life, but I am also sure I had never been so happy. All the time during and after the concert my heart was just so full with joy!

I came to the conclusion that I need my bad luck to reach the state of lucky-person everyone says I have, I now really believe that everything have a reason to happen and that Universe is always helping us to get what we really desire, even if the circumstances are so distressing! 

I am more than grateful with this experience and I certainly love A9 even more than ever, they changed my life when I first knew them and they changed it again on April 12th, 2017. I will never ever forget what I lived and will truly try to be more positive, stop thinking about bad luck! Because, how many persons do you know that were able to fulfill their biggest dream?

Yes, not only got the new album but also signed by Nao-shi♡

Thank you for every happy moment you have given to me in all these years♡

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